Post by REMUS LUPIN on Jul 25, 2011 22:26:25 GMT -5
REMUS JOHN LUPIN
[/color][/font]don't be afraid of the big bad wolf.[/color][/font]
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you said you'd light a candle and you'd say a prayer for me
[/color][/font]you said you'd light a candle and you'd say a prayer for me
WELL I FEEL THE LIGHT HAS DIMMED[/color][/font]
and gone; and half the world is begging while the other half steals.
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name: remus john lupin.
nicknames: moony.
gender: male.
age: thirty five.
year: graduated.
birth date: march tenth, 1960.
house: former gryffindor.
blood type: male.
sexual orientation: heterosexual.[/color][/font]
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oh, where did everything go wrong?
[/color][/font]oh, where did everything go wrong?
WELL, SOME DAYS I CAN'T BELIEVE[/color][/font]
others i'm on my knees, trying to be heard.
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physical description: if you had just seen remus randomly waking down the street, three assumptions might be made. one would be that he was recently jumped. two he was gravely ill. three would be that he was homeless. remus had alays been on the tall side, lanly like his father. sports had never been remus's thing, so he hardly had much muscle. remus has rough, sickly pale skin. his eyes are round and small, a dark brown. his hair his a light brown, although it has been getting gray and thin over the years. most likely due to all the stress he has going on. he has grown some facial hair over the years, a slightly bushy mustache and beard. his face is covered in faint scars from when fenrir greyback attacked him. there are even more scars and ruises on the rest of his body that either other people did or that remus inflicted upon himself. remus wears a lot of old and shabby clothes that have been worn out or have holes. remus really is jobless and whatever money his parents had left him, not much, and what dumbledore gave him for teaching is what he has. some students at hogwarts would make fun of him for his homeless look and many believe he simplydoesn't take care of himself.
play by: david thewlis.
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i was your anger, and you were my fear.
[/color][/font]i was your anger, and you were my fear.
AND NOW THAT IT'S OVER, OF COURSE IT'S[/color][/font]
so clear, but you were no angel, and i was no sin.
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likes:
dislikes:
strengths: intelligence, self defense, couragious, loyal, & observant.
weaknesses: his furry little problem, family, friends, stubborness, and insecurity.
mirror of erised: to be in a world were people are accepting. a place were his has a loving family, wife and children, who do not need to be cursed with the burden he has had to deal with.
fears: losing his loved ones. attacking someone when he is a werewolf. the dark. inclosed places.
boggart: the full moon.
dementor: when fenrir greyback attacked him. he was only eight at the time. remus had been outside playing, it was the summertime s he got to stay out longer. he never saw it coming and ever since that day his whole life was changed.
patronus: a wolf? (it never said). as for a memory it would be his time at hogwarts with the marauders. they did same crazy things back and got into trouble. but they were remus's best friends and honestly changed his life in a positive way.
relationship status: single.
overall personality: see listed ^[/color][/font]
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but somehow i just can't let it go, can't let it go. half
[/color][/font]but somehow i just can't let it go, can't let it go. half
THE WORLD IS SLEEPING WHILE THE OTHER[/color][/font]
half dreams, you close your eyes and then you're gone
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family:
overall history: remus john lupin was born into a middle class family in london on march tenth, 1960. his father, a wizard, was well respected and worked at the ministry of magic. his mother, a muggle, was an art teacher but after having remus, quit her job to raise him properly. john lupin sent a lot of his time working but tried to find whatever time possible to be around his son and wife. while his father taught him all about the magical world, his mother wanted him to know about muggle way of life as with. remus spent most of his time when he was younher with his mother. she would take him shopping or to the movies. so through out his life remus got a mixture of both magical and muggle worlds.
however this happy family would soon end when reus was around seven or eight years old. his father had always been an advocate agaist werewolves. he had stressed to the ministry take more legal actions be taken place. for example all werewolves to register themselves and report to designated quarantined areas every night of the full moon in order to deal with the sudden outbreak of lycanthropy cases. his pleas to the ministry were widely known. notorious werewolf fenrir greyback took notice to john lupins outcries against werewolves. greyback threatned remus's father but john lupin was a stubborn man and would not back down. angered and wanting revenge, greyback attacked lupin's only son, remus.
both parents tried to find anyway possible to cure remus. however they were unsuccessful. they would often lock remus in their basement during his transformations so he would wander off or even worse harm anyone. the cries of pain during the cycle, when he was transformed or not, killed both his parents. it greatly affacted remus's father, who took all the blame for what was done for his son. john lupin kept looking for anything that would help his son. he would skip work, hardly got any sleep, and got very ill due to all the stree. when remus was nine, john lupin passed away. after this remus's mother needed to everything to provide for her son and her. she took on two jobs in order to make ends meet. not to mention she had to deal with her werewolf son who was still only a child.
remus's parents had both been afraid that remus would not be able to attened hogwarts. before he died, john lupin had talked to dumbledore who was sympathetic toward the lupin family. so aslong as they took necessary precautions, remu would be able to atened hogwarts. so when it was time for remus's first year he boarded the hogwarts train, slightly relcutant to leae his mother alone who he constantly worried about. he was also worried about what his life at hogwarts was going to be like. the train ride to hogwars was a quiet one, remus didn't talk to anyone and stared out the window the whole time. he didn't want to talk to anyone. but it was't like people were friendly to him either. that first train ride, as well as the first few weeks at hogwarts, people avoided remus. it probably had to do with his shabby hair, worn clothing, and scars. to his surprise he was sorted into the gryffindor house. there he would meet his three best friends; james potter, sirius black, and peter pettigrew. his life would never be the same.
every full moon remus would be taken to the whomping willow tree which hid a secret passage to the shrieking shack. this was the place remus would transform into a werewolf. many people believe that the shrieking shack is haunted because they could hear screaming, howling, and other noises coming from the shack. but it wasn't ghosts making the noise, that was all remus. though the lengend that soon grew kept people away from going to the shack. remus was kept isolated during his transformations and would often injure himself. he would sometmes come back from his transformations with horrible scratch marks on his body. remus's friends, as well as many other people, grew curious of where he was going. he made up different lies to where he would disappear; he was sick or his mother was sick. james, sirius, and peter didn't believe him. but it wasn't till remus's second year that he told them due to the fear of what a monster they would think of him. but his friends stuck by him.
it wasn't till they were a little older that they became known as the 'marauders.' remus's three friends eventually each learned how to become their own animagus. they did this in order to keep remus company during the full moon which would keep him some what calm in his wolf state. they were all known as pranksters but it was really james and sirius who pulled the pranks. occasinally remus would participate but would just usually watch. for whatever reason they especially pcked in severus snape. remus never had a problem with snape personally. snape however grew curious to where remus was going every full moon. sirius had given the idea to go check the shrieking shack one night when remus was transformed. luckily james's guilt ended up being the thing to save snape. dumbeldore had made snape swear not to tell anyone of remus's 'furry little problem.' the four friends also grew on to create the marauders map and he was given the nickname 'moony.' remus had also been a prefect during his time at hogwarts.
as soon as he was out of hogwarts he joined the order of the phoenix to fight against you-know-who and his followers. remus was completely devistated after the first war. he had lost james, lily and peter as well as sirius who remus believed, at the time anyway, had betrayed them all. after the first war remus layed low for awhile.his stayed wth his mother and took care of her, tying to find whatever work he could but this proved to be difficult because of his furry little problem. in 1990 his mother passed away which left remus completely alone. it wasn't till the years of 1993-1994 that dumbledore asked remus to teach, something he always wanted to do, at hogwarts as the new defense against the dark arts teacher. it was also the time sirius black escaped. during his time at hgwarts remus began helping harry with th patronus charm as well with whatever questions he had. he had caught harry with the marauders map and after harry had revieled thta he saw peter pettigrew on the map, remus knew something was wrong. he followed harry, ron, and hermione to the shrieking shack long with sirius. remus had realized that it hadn't been sirius who had betrayed harry's parents but peter pettigrew. however as they were leaving the shrieking shack, remus started to turn. later snape let out that remus was a werewolf, so he resigned as the defense against the dark arts teacher.
(( i went a little overboared with the history...but i love remus xD ))[/color][/font]
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and maybe my intentions have been misunderstood,
[/color][/font]and maybe my intentions have been misunderstood,
I KNOW YOU FEEL SO BEAUTIFULLY WRONGED[/color][/font]
some days i can't believe, others i'm one my knees.
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age: old.
other characters: angelina johnson.
secret phrase: bloody hell.
how you found us: advertise.
even though his mother had been dead for nearly five years, remus couldn't sell the house. to many memories, good and bad. his parents had left the house to him but remus hardly ever used it. occasionally he would come to sleep. well if he ever did get sleep. to much to worry about especially with what happened only a few months ago. no there was to much to do. when he did get some sleep he would stay in his old bedroom. his bedroom was still the same from when he was a child. although the room was sort of childish remus kept it the same. he hated change. but really he should sell the house. it was old and almost completely useless to him. but the reason he was there tonight was not because he wanted to get some shut eye. no this was more as a safety issue.
sometimes he would forget to take the wolfesbane potion. that was something he really shouldn't forget. usually remus had a goo memory. but over the years whether do to everything that was going on or maybe the fact he was getting older, or a mixture of both, he seemed to forget it. the wolfesbane potion wasn't around when remus was younger, it was a fairly new development. it made him more civil when he would transform. but with the reassemble of the order and all that was going on, he almost forgot about the full moon. so instead of going to some abandoned area, running free where he could possibly kill other animals or worse human, he wold hid away at the old house. in fact he would lock himself in the basement. by now he as used to it, he had done so so many times when he was younger. he still remembers the first time he transforms. remus was only eight and so confused what was going on. his parents had locked him away in the basement on that first night. the basement that was cold, that was empty except for a couple of boxes of old junk. he remembers begging to be let out and crying, there was a lot of crying. then there was a lot of pan and darkness. the next morning he woke up drenched in sweat and covered in marks. marks that his other self had caused.
eventually he understood, matured rather quickly. it did get better, he supposed. but his biggest fear had always been attacking someone especially someone he loved. he hate to think back about over a year ago when he forgot to take his potion at hogwarts and had attacked sirius, harry, hermione, ron, and snape. no he hadn't attacked, the other him had. remus had detached that part of him awhile ago. that monster wasn't him. it just wasn't. it couldn't.
remus supposed he could have gone, should have gone, to snape for more of the potion. remus didn't care for snape, didn't hate him. but they weren't on the best terms. besides, he would have needed to go to hogwarts, find snape, and then wait for him to brew the potion. sometimes it was best to let the full transformation take over. remus sighed loudly as he sat on the steps of the basement. the door was locked and his surrounding were completely dark. the light during this time always hurt his eyes. remus had placed his wand which was wrapped in an old raggy cut under some boxes that were under the stairs. after a few minutes of waiting remus stood up and walked to the middle of the room. he began pacing back and forth, simply waiting.
head ache. that was always what remus felt first. it would start of lightly throbbing but would quickly become piercing. he shut eyes tighly. then he would get really hot and sweaty especially his palms and forehead. his fingers and toes soon began to grown longer. his nails grew as well, gaining pointed tips at the end. his arms, legs, and feett began growing inlength and as well as width, giving him a bit more muscle. itching. his skin began to itch. no matter how many times he went through this he struggled not to scratch at himself. but he felt as though he was burning, that something under his skin was trying to break free. soon he shot up, getting taller and taller. his torso grew wider. not being able to take it anymore he began scratching at his skin, opening previous cuts and adding some new ones. his spine moved forward up his back causing little bumps to be visible down his back. his face moved at forward, his noise turning into a snout. the previous hairs on his body seemed to be suck back into his skin, replaced with grey. his mouth grew out, his teeth becoming sharper like little individual blades. during the process he made let out moans and screams, that was something that never changed. there was a brief pause after the transformation before the beast that now stood in remus's place opened its eyes. the eyes were now black.
sometimes he would forget to take the wolfesbane potion. that was something he really shouldn't forget. usually remus had a goo memory. but over the years whether do to everything that was going on or maybe the fact he was getting older, or a mixture of both, he seemed to forget it. the wolfesbane potion wasn't around when remus was younger, it was a fairly new development. it made him more civil when he would transform. but with the reassemble of the order and all that was going on, he almost forgot about the full moon. so instead of going to some abandoned area, running free where he could possibly kill other animals or worse human, he wold hid away at the old house. in fact he would lock himself in the basement. by now he as used to it, he had done so so many times when he was younger. he still remembers the first time he transforms. remus was only eight and so confused what was going on. his parents had locked him away in the basement on that first night. the basement that was cold, that was empty except for a couple of boxes of old junk. he remembers begging to be let out and crying, there was a lot of crying. then there was a lot of pan and darkness. the next morning he woke up drenched in sweat and covered in marks. marks that his other self had caused.
eventually he understood, matured rather quickly. it did get better, he supposed. but his biggest fear had always been attacking someone especially someone he loved. he hate to think back about over a year ago when he forgot to take his potion at hogwarts and had attacked sirius, harry, hermione, ron, and snape. no he hadn't attacked, the other him had. remus had detached that part of him awhile ago. that monster wasn't him. it just wasn't. it couldn't.
remus supposed he could have gone, should have gone, to snape for more of the potion. remus didn't care for snape, didn't hate him. but they weren't on the best terms. besides, he would have needed to go to hogwarts, find snape, and then wait for him to brew the potion. sometimes it was best to let the full transformation take over. remus sighed loudly as he sat on the steps of the basement. the door was locked and his surrounding were completely dark. the light during this time always hurt his eyes. remus had placed his wand which was wrapped in an old raggy cut under some boxes that were under the stairs. after a few minutes of waiting remus stood up and walked to the middle of the room. he began pacing back and forth, simply waiting.
head ache. that was always what remus felt first. it would start of lightly throbbing but would quickly become piercing. he shut eyes tighly. then he would get really hot and sweaty especially his palms and forehead. his fingers and toes soon began to grown longer. his nails grew as well, gaining pointed tips at the end. his arms, legs, and feett began growing inlength and as well as width, giving him a bit more muscle. itching. his skin began to itch. no matter how many times he went through this he struggled not to scratch at himself. but he felt as though he was burning, that something under his skin was trying to break free. soon he shot up, getting taller and taller. his torso grew wider. not being able to take it anymore he began scratching at his skin, opening previous cuts and adding some new ones. his spine moved forward up his back causing little bumps to be visible down his back. his face moved at forward, his noise turning into a snout. the previous hairs on his body seemed to be suck back into his skin, replaced with grey. his mouth grew out, his teeth becoming sharper like little individual blades. during the process he made let out moans and screams, that was something that never changed. there was a brief pause after the transformation before the beast that now stood in remus's place opened its eyes. the eyes were now black.
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