Post by adacabot on Jul 24, 2011 16:05:17 GMT -5
The night was raining and she was glad to be inside, dry and with people. She had her door ajar so she could hear people coming and going she did this for her own sake because she was auto phobic, if she thought or she knew she was alone she did go nuts, and that was not something she wanted to deal with right now. She was supposed to be meeting someone, she didn't know who. Dumbledore's letter was somewhere in this darn room the problem was she couldn't find anything anymore the place was really cluttered. Pulling her hair which now looked brown out of her eyes she took a deep breath and tried to think where she had put the letter. Her eyes fell on the blackmail her sister had given her well it really was not actually anything blackmail the thing was just in a black envelope was all.
Thinking about her sister had her bursting in tears all over again she loved her sister and she hated what the girl had become the two of them had been inseparable and they had promised each other that neither of them would go to the dark side if their life depended on it. But than again, back in school the two of them had planned a lot of things together along with her own deceased girlfriend and best friend. She touched her locket and stroked it gently watching tears fall down her face and wet her pants. She missed them so dearly, only if she could go back in time she would but she knew that was not possible. Besides, she would never do anything without an order from someone. She was the type of girl that needed directions.
As she took several more deep breaths to calm down she heard footsteps. She now positioned herself so that she was sprawled out on the bed almost like a kitty-cat. She looked for all the world, at peace but if people knew her they knew better she was nowhere near at peace in fact, it took all she had to not go off and punish herself again, for what she had allowed to happen in her sixth year.
Thinking about her sister had her bursting in tears all over again she loved her sister and she hated what the girl had become the two of them had been inseparable and they had promised each other that neither of them would go to the dark side if their life depended on it. But than again, back in school the two of them had planned a lot of things together along with her own deceased girlfriend and best friend. She touched her locket and stroked it gently watching tears fall down her face and wet her pants. She missed them so dearly, only if she could go back in time she would but she knew that was not possible. Besides, she would never do anything without an order from someone. She was the type of girl that needed directions.
As she took several more deep breaths to calm down she heard footsteps. She now positioned herself so that she was sprawled out on the bed almost like a kitty-cat. She looked for all the world, at peace but if people knew her they knew better she was nowhere near at peace in fact, it took all she had to not go off and punish herself again, for what she had allowed to happen in her sixth year.